What did I get myself into?! I ask this each night as I am toiling away with some piece of jewellery or sign into the wee hours of the night getting ready for the Hamilton Wholistic Wellness Expo. Perhaps I am putting too much pressure on myself? And true to my nature, I do want things to be perfect! I do want to have an inviting table for people to approach. And I do want to leave a lasting impression.
In a world where we are inundated by so much and so many things, it truly is more difficult to stand out. How am I different from the rest? I ask myself this all the time. I once got the card "High Priestess", which let my ego squeal out in satisfaction, but as I truly sat down to contemplate this meaning, this title, it began to be so clear. I am the start of your journey, potentially your middle, and perhaps your end. The High Priestess grants you clarity, inner knowing and ancient wisdom. She holds her book of secrets so close for fear of letting it all out could be too much for those around her. You ask a question and she will answer using all the powers at hand, all the infinite wisdom, all the divine tools available in order to support, empower, provide, and grant that which you desire most. A clear knowing of what's next. This is not a job to be taken lightly, I take it very seriously.
So naturally being a healer, I want people to know I am here to help! I am here for your journey, ready to tap into those around us for their divine help. Ready to pass on my knowledge and my experiences so that you too can benefit and learn. It's not an easy thing to do, but I believe it is my journey, my path and while I want things to happen so quickly, I know in divine timing things will be as they are meant to be. It's a beautiful thing to accept and allow things to flow. I am at peace with all that I do. I harm none! And most important I cannot harm myself.
So after hours of toiling and late nights, I've declared April to be a month of PLAY, LAUGHING, JOY, and ZERO work. I will not be taking bookings or making products. I am simply going to be still. I will surely accept bookings for May, but need to tend my Spring garden first before anything new can take place. This feels good, this feels authentic, and I hope everyone finds it within themselves to also take time for you. Our self love and care is so important! We cannot serve our highest good if we don't care for it first :)
Be love, make love, do love, anything now or when you are ready, to ensure you are putting your best self forward and first.
Much love, xo